Saturday 11 August 2012

I LOVE CLOTHES

ADMISSION 2:
I have a bit of a shopping addiction
(aswell as a food addiction!)

I love clothes. 
I think they are a great expression of self.
Buying clothes gives me this strange sense of satisfaction and self worth.
I dont know whether thats a good or bad thing.

But lately I have been only buying the following items:

1. Baggy jumpers
2. Baggy tops
3. Stretchy pants
4. Accessories

Can anyone see a trend here??? 
I have an awesome wardrobe. 
But I probably only wear about 30% of it.
Because I don't fit into half of it anymore.
Or I don't think I look good in
 it anymore.
I cant even remember the last time I wore once of my dresses. 




I COMMIT

I COMMIT TO...

LOSING 10 KGS 
&
RUNNING A HALF MARATHON

BY THE END OF MY 12WBT.

LETS DO THIS SHIZ.

the dreaded bikini shots.



I love onesie bathers.
Below is the reason why I wear onesie bathers.
I bought these bikinis about three years ago.
Only wore them once because I did not like the way I looked in them at all.
Hence began my love affair with onesies 
and/or not putting myself in a situation where I have to wear bathers at all!
It was really hard posting these photos up on a blog for everyone to see.
It makes me feel depressed looking at them.
Look at those backrolls! GAHHHH!
But it also gives me motivation to do something about it 
rather than just feeling sorry for myself.
Here begins my journey of learning to love myself and not pity myself.
Wish me luck.





Friday 10 August 2012

I LOVE TREATS

ADMISSION 1:

I love treats.


Must.
Stop.
Loving.
Treats.
So.
Much.